In the midst of my prayer and reflection, it dawned on me (ok, fine. He hit me over the head with it) that my lazy tendencies, inconsistent organization, and lack of firm discipline are NOT reasons to avoid more babies! I plan to spend the next two or three months weaning off my one child lifestyle that I've been naive enough to think I could keep with three running around. My firm discipline is already evident in my son, though we have far to go. The next step will be to simplify my life in order to make time to create the haven that I, as a mommy and wife, am obligated to create! Once that it accomplished, I'm sure God will let me know what my next assignment is!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
I've been very prayerfully seeking direction about our family planning. My Catholic faith believes that you should not avoid pregnancy unless you are financially or emotionally incapable of adding to your family. Our marriage vows included a promise to accept children willingly and lovingly from God, and while some may believe that they've accepted their 2.5 children lovingly, I'm a bit convicted about the idea of having more children. On one hand, I'm blessed with super strength fertility (seriously, if it were a qualifying trait of superheroines, I'd have my own comic series), my pregnancies have been flawless (unless you count gaining way too much weight with my second), and my babies have been healthy. On the other hand, I am constantly behind on laundry, more often than not it looks like a toy box exploded in my living room, and my children are a bit on the unruly side. Obviously the emotional capability is in question!